Emily Rae

evilsufjanstevens:

Some of you have never wandered aimlessly listening to Ribs by Lorde trying not to sob and it rlly does show

amorgignitamore:

i am just so sad. i don’t even know why. i do know that my chest feels heavy. it just feels like weight that is never going to leave. i feel so awful. i feel helpless and worthless. i feel so small and minimal. i feel that there is no point in being alive. i just don’t want to be here anymore. i feel unloved. i feel hurt. i feel betrayed. i feel so so sad i don’t understand. my life isn’t bad. i feel so lonely even tho i’m surrounded but great people. i feel so pathetic. i can’t get over this. i can’t shake this feeling. i can barely breathe. i feel like i’m drowning and it’s scary. i don’t want to feel like this. i just want to feel important and valid. i feel like all of this is for nothing. i’m never going to amount to anything. i feel unworthy of love. i feel like i will never find someone who appreciates and understands me. i feel so lost. i feel so so so low. i just want to tie a noose around my neck and hang. no one cares. no one even notices. i’m always the happy girl that everyone relies on. i’m always the one that has her shit together. i am so angry for no reason. i just want to scream and slash myself and bang my head against a wall. i am not okay. i feel help. i just don’t know where to start. i just can’t keep relying on people. i can’t even rely on myself. i don’t want to be here anymore. there’s nothing here for me. there is no hope. i am never going to feel better. i can go on for much longer feeling like this. i just refuse. maybe the universe will take away this suffering. or maybe i’ll take myself off this universe. i just cannot keep living this way.

londonfromparis:

We both wanted it to work. It isn’t easy to throw away something that you’ve put lots of time and love into. You don’t just let go of something like that, but if it doesn’t work anymore, then it doesn’t. It’s just like puzzle pieces, just because you shove two together doesn’t mean they fit. We didn’t fit. We didn’t work. But we wish we did.